John

My lil man John is having surgery today! Having tubes put in and adnoids out. I know I havent written in a while but I figured I would jump on here to try to write out my feelings because Im in a slight panic. One part of me is telling me that we have exhausted any other option and we have no other choice. He is speech delayed and has hearing loss due to fluid and blockage in his ear. But, another part of me thinks hes too young and is scared that its the wrong decision. Being a mom and being responsible for someone else's life is TOTALLY scary. Sure every day decisions such as meals, clothes , and activities all seem like second nature to me now, but these serious health decisions are always a struggle! How do I know the right choice? How do you know the right answer? I guess the answer is you dont! You can only do what you think is best and Im praying I made the right choice!